you just have to blow things up didnt ya. fine, be that way. happiness doesn't last long between us. you so deserve it. and you should have seen it coming. now, this life has been brought back
to where the worst state it has been.
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yay! HSS Grad Day today! can see sweetie tan again! hahax~~!!! not forgetting godboyfriend! ps: kelin came up with this nick. there, kelin! i've said it, don't say i never now... XD Kbox tommorrow! ooh laa laaaa~~~~
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weeeeeee~!!!!!!! went out with my family yesterday and.... I BOUGHT SHOES~!!! hahax two pairs in fact. it could have been THREE pairs but i didn't really LIKE one of it so yupp. its two pairs. lolx *beams* yay! HSS Grad Day on tues.... cant wait to see sweetie tan and oh, our newly labelled mr chong. cause we feel that he should have some title, since we are also so HIGH about him. known as godboyfriend. (not official to others bah, but i've decided on this label XD) hahax cos he's always soooooooooooo nice to us. and never protest like other teachers whenever we want him to give us a ride! ps: he still has that monkey figurine hang onto his rear view mirror. hahax! and i can see yuping growing into a green monster. somewhere at the corner of my blog. chill ar yuping! lolx the reason he's called GODboyfriend is because, the boyfriend title is for you. hahax! oh and, OMFFFG. I THINKMY HOTTIEIS COMPETING IN THE HEY! GORGEOUS SHOW. wahhhhhhhh voting for him everyday. (duno if it still counts, but who cares. lolx)
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agony, simply just in agony. whenever i thought of this, my chest tightened unknowingly. only leave a dead knot no matter how i wish i could untie it. the more i hate it, the more it returns; to mock me, to haunt me. the pain, the hate, the dread... fate just loves to play jokes on me. no matter how i thought of this breakaway to be, no matter how i pray and beg, it just comes back to me. like the past. everything. hate was all i have, yet, it seems to return endlessly. this feeling. the pain constantly clinging on to my heart, sqeezing my heart so tightly. even as this emotion isnt new to me anymore, how i just wish, hope, pray and beg, that this hate, this flith could be get rid of. why. is it so hard to let go, to forget. yes, because i hated, i cursed, but all seems to be coming round to me. no, they're just hidden. yes, they're always there. the hate. the torment. i just cant get rid of it.
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yay~!!!! okie, finally i UPDATED my blog... lolx one more week of work and there'll be a one week break~!!! but then, there will be another 2 more weeks of work. lazy arhhhhh~~~ i'm SOOO into Bleach now. hahax (but, i've always LOVED it. a must-watch for anime lovers~!!!!) muahahaha
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the digust and irate i felt, whenever i caught the insolent presence of you. what ever did i do to let myself get caught in this state. a bay day ahead for me to suffer, yet again.
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